Still hanging in there...

It is August 27th.. I have lined up other doctor's if next week does not go as planned. I am through playing games... More next week.. very frustrated.. feeling betrayed by being lied to..

Just waiting and learning patience...

Well it is now Aug 21st and I have found out that the Shrink that said she sent the letter to my doctor saying I was good for surgery has lied to me and said I was better than earlier for surgery and that we had 2 more appointments lined up. SOoooo..... I am not happy with her and very frustrated. I have done so much with this doctor's office though that I don't want to quit now BUT if I don't get results by the 1st when I see the nutritionist then heads will roll or I will go to another doctor. I still like my protein shakes and am taking all my vitamins that I need already.. now talk about expensive.. sheesh..

Just maintaining my weight...

My info is now getting submitted to my insurance company for approval of my surgery. I should hear something within 2 weeks. I am still eating good and have lost 14 pounds so far... boring I know but not much else to say but that I am wanting to get the surgery over with. It is very frustrating having to do all this...

I have lost 14 pounds so far

I am finding out that food was my friend.. an evil friend. I was not eating to put energy into my body but for a quick tasty feel good moment. Once the ice cream or sweet was gone.. I just wanted more since the tasty experience was also gone. I have come to look at food as a way to put healthy nutrients into my body. I have been taking my vitamins and got my calcium today. I have lost 14 pounds all together and my paper work is being submitting to the insurance for approval. Should find out next week my surgery date and go on the all liquid diet for 2 weeks before the big day. I also found that I tend to want to eat when not hungry when I am tired. More later as I get more news.. just walking and watching all I eat.